早上七點就睜開眼睛，
可是明明昨天兩點才睡…
，
我想我目前已掙脫
昏睡期
，
現在又是睡少少的
打拚期。
There were two big things.
First, it was Elsie’s last day in Giraffe yesterday.
I felt 
happy for her.
Finally, she finished her responsibility in Giraffe,
and she could pause the bustling
life for a period.
I was looking forward
, but I couldn’t
make the same decision as yours.
I found out that work just be work.
Now matter what kind of work I chose,
if I couldn’t change my attitude toward work,
it didn’t make any help.
Dear Elsie,
now matter where you are,
remember to 
keep contact with me.
If I get married, I will send the
wedding invitation to you,
but not this year.
How could I wish more feed back?
That called 
duty.
I got it, so I modified my position a little bit.
One more time, I soaked myself in work.
The other one, I read your blog.
Dear, I knew your feeling…
angry.
disappointed.
distrustful.
betrayed.
That’s for sure.
Deceiving is the last thing we
want.
Hiding is our consideration.
Months ago, you stuff yourself into
sorrow,
if you knew the news moths ago,
the more negative feelings you got.
My older sister chewed me out,
she said that you had the right to know,
even if the truth would torment
you.
We shouldn't dicide the timing you got the thing.
Maybe we did something wrong,
we didn’t want to hurt you.
We just wanted to accompany with you
and help you get out of the trauma.
